Edythe's Third Gift

(One year later. EDYTHE is again sitting
at her desk shortly before the time set for her annual canvas
visit, talking on the phone to her friend, Betsy.)
EDYTHE: Betsy, that’s just wonderful. … So
when’s your next radiation? … Do you have a ride? … Oh, he is?
Okay, then. … Get some rest now. … See you Friday. … ‘Bye.
(Hangs up.)
(ANGEL enters, sits next to
EDYTHE.)
EDYTHE: (Casually.) Hi.
ANGEL: (Casually.) Hi.
EDYTHE: That was Betsy on the phone.
ANGEL: How’s she doing?
EDYTHE: Better. Lab reports came back, all
good.
ANGEL: Wonderful.
EDYTHE: No kidding. For awhile there, I was
afraid we might lose her.
ANGEL: Oh, no. We won’t lose Betsy.
EDYTHE: Really? That’s good news. Since
you’re here, it must be money time again at St. Paul’s.
ANGEL: It’s all about love.
EDYTHE: What? Oh, you’re still talking about
Betsy. Yes, it is all about love. I’m praying for her every day.
But now I have to work on this money stuff, my pledge to St.
Paul’s. I wish I didn’t have to figure it out all over again
every year. I wish I was one of those people who find this easy.
ANGEL: I don’t know many people like that.
EDYTHE: You know, the ones who know what
they’re supposed to do. I have all these arguments about it in
my mind, and they keep changing, and I have to wrestle with them
every year.
ANGEL: Yes, it’s all about love.
EDYTHE: What are you talking about? What’s
the connection between money and love? Those are two different
animals. Just tell me, what’s enough?
(ANGEL shrugs and exits.)
She is no help at all.
(TED enters, knocking. He is
wearing a clerical collar.)
TED: Knock, knock.
EDYTHE: Come on in, Ted, and sit down. You
know, the last two years, I thought I knew what my pledge was
going to be when the canvasser came to call, and I ended up
changing my mind both times. This year I’m starting out
confused, so maybe that’s progress.
TED: Tell me what’s confusing.
EDYTHE: To be honest, I keep remembering a
pledge drive at my family’s church right before I left for
college. The theme was Thankfulness. It was all about giving
back to God out of thanksgiving for all that God gives to us.
TED: Okay.
EDYTHE: I was fed up with church back then,
and the theme sounded very self-serving to me. The idea that I’m
supposed to figure out what I owe God, and then give it to my
church? And be joyful about that? I care a great deal about St.
Paul’s, but it’s not God.
TED: No, the church is not God. And you don’t
owe God anything.
EDYTHE: I don’t?
TED: No. Everything we have, our lives, this
amazing world we live in – it’s all a gift from God. A gift of
love.
EDYTHE: And in exchange, I’m supposed to …
TED: No! There’s no payback for a gift. You
can’t pay back God anyway, because you live in God’s world. The
gifts of God come to us in the form of a trust. We manage the
trust, but we don’t own it.
EDYTHE: “All things come of thee, O Lord, and
of thine own have we given thee.”
TED: Exactly. Now let me ask you something.
What do you think St. Paul means when he refers to the church as
the Body of Christ?
EDYTHE: Ummm… Just Paul being Paul?
TED: Stick with me here, Edythe. Is your body
the same thing as “you”?
EDYTHE: It’s not all of me, no. My body’s how
I do things. But me … that’s something more.
TED: All right. The church was founded and
grew out of the Incarnation – the recognition of God’s son,
alive and active and at work here among us. As one of us.
EDYTHE: Right.
TED: And the church is contained in the
Incarnation today. I wish we’d take seriously what we say in
church every Sunday. Otherwise, the church is nothing more than
a voluntary organization of people who get together because it
feels good. Unless we believe that God is involved, as a point
of commitment, we’ll never get where we need to go.
EDYTHE: That makes me think of when I stopped
in at the church last week, and Diane, the secretary, was
talking to a man I’d never seen before. She handed him a slip of
paper and said, “Good luck with that new job.” After he left, I
learned that he’d had some real hard times, and then finally
found a job, and then – boom – his car broke down.
TED: Oh, no.
EDYTHE: Couldn’t get to his job without the
car. He heard about us and came in and asked for help. Because
we vouched for him, a local auto repair place will fix his car
at a reduced price. He pays what he can, and our discretionary
fund might pay some too, depending on how much it is.
TED: I’m glad we were there to help.
EDYTHE: I am too. I don’t know if that man
will pull his life together or not. What matters is the moment
of hope. The chance. When that door cracks open, then yes, I
think God is involved. Sometimes I wish I could just give all my
pledge to the discretionary fund.
TED: But the discretionary fund is nothing by
itself. Your moment of hope needs a place for that man to come
to – a place where he’s treated with respect. It needs someone
to greet him, and the phone to call the auto repair place. In
fact, it needs a whole community of people who practice their
faith.
EDYTHE: I get it. The church building is not
God, and the rector is not God. The congregation is not God, and
the whole blessed hierarchy is not God. But that moment of hope
– yes, that just might be God. All those other things give that
moment shape. They’re what brings hope to life.
TED: And that is the Body of Christ.
EDYTHE: You know, I was just talking to Betsy
on the phone.
TED: How’s she doing?
EDYTHE: Pretty good, overall. She told me
about your visit last Sunday afternoon. It meant a lot to her,
having communion brought into her home and shared at her
bedside. Made me think about what I’d want, if something
happened to me.
TED: Me, too.
EDYTHE: Yeah. But all this about the Body of
Christ makes me realize that the church isn’t just an insurance
policy for me. I want that kind of caring for all of us, and for
anyone else who needs it. I want it to be there at a moment’s
notice. The phones, the place, somebody on the job. And I want
that job to be recognized and compensated.
TED: “The laborer deserves to be paid.”
EDYTHE: Right. I want St. Paul’s to be there
so that anyone can be welcomed into a world where they are loved
and cared for. And this is how we do it: With a beautiful and
welcoming physical space. With a staff who’s there for us and
for the whole community. With programs that teach that way of
life.
TED: The Christian way of life.
EDYTHE: Not that we always get it right.
TED: No. We’re human. We fail, again and
again. And when the church really gets it wrong, I don’t think
it gets much wrong-er.
EDYTHE: But even then, deep down, I think
it’s part of the struggle toward love. Love is not always easy.
TED: No. It takes practice.
EDYTHE: So … my pledge. How much? It always
come down to that, and it’s always a problem.
TED: That’s why the church teaches
proportional giving. Proportional giving is fair, and it comes
out of our abundance, great or small. My advice is to give a
percentage of what you have.
EDYTHE: Right. The tithe. I’ll tell you, Ted,
giving 10% of my income to St. Paul’s would be a big shock to
the household budget.
TED: The principle is more important than the
exact percentage. And, Edythe, do you know what? If each
household gave just 3% of their annual income to St. Paul’s –
just 3% – we would have no money problems in the parish at all.
The bills would be paid, our programs could blossom and grow,
and we’d have energy and resources to work toward that world you
want – the world where all people are cared for and loved. So,
Edythe, do you want me to leave this pledge card and let you
think about it?
EDYTHE: No. My income next year will probably
be pretty close to what it is this year. And I can do the math.
(Figures, fills out the card, puts it in an envelope, gives
it to Ted.)
TED: Thank you, Edythe. It was good talking
to you.
EDYTHE: Same here. See you Sunday.
TED: I’ll be there.
(TED exits.)
(ANGEL enters.)
EDYTHE: Guess what.
ANGEL AND EDYTHE: (together) It’s
all about love.
The End